diary

I’m having this issue

Where sex is nothing
I feel nothing
I am nothing
Unless I’m drunk and even then
Like I’m faking
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this
Why can’t I feel anything

June  20 2 ♡
Name: Gorillaz

Track: Feel Good Inc. playing from another room

fromanotherroom:

Feel Good Inc. playing from another room
Gorillaz

May  18 19817 ♡ Via

scarypremonition:

me: after all the abuse I’ve endured, i just want to be treated with compassion and respect. i want my partner to never let me forget i’m safe.

also me, pulling my own hair out: WHY WON’T YOU JUST HIT ME?!?!!!!????

May  17 9875 ♡ Via

borderlimes:

depression is a tough bitch but so are you

May  17 149042 ♡ Via

bpdgoner:

them: i love you

me: that’s nice however that is Impossible™ considering i am, to the very core, fundamentally unloveable

May  17 34751 ♡ Via

infernalbpd:

me: isnt showing every symptom, severely, all day, every day

brain: 

image
May  17 10156 ♡ Via
Me: *describes symptom of My™ mental illness*
Neurotypical Friend: omg same!! I totally feel you, i think everyone gets that way :)
Me: ...no
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michaxl:

*goes up to podium at a funeral for a eulogy* *tears up* you… you know she dead

May  17 228533 ♡ Via ©

Also I don’t want anyone to touch me
But I do
And I can’t keep interest
And want to be in love
And I want to teach
And be a mortician
What am I
Doing
I want to eat
But to be thin more
I want
Want
Want
I’m back bitches

I’m ready to feel at home and safe In someone again
May  17 2 ♡
mydeadgirlfriend:
“  no!!!!!!!!!!!!! not this agaim He Is  Beautyful ”
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